﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title>xeffete_dreamsx's Xanga</title><link>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/</link><description>Latest Xanga weblog from xeffete_dreamsx</description><language>en-us</language><ttl>60</ttl><image><title>The Weblog Community</title><url>http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gif</url><link>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/</link></image><item><title>Sunday, June 05, 2005</title><link>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/277024553/item/</link><guid>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/277024553/item/</guid><pubDate>Sun, 05 Jun 2005 02:31:24 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;don't call my cell phone. i don't have it. probably won't have that one anymore. who knows.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;won't be updating or online for a while... &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;when crap happens, it happens big.&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/277024553/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Thursday, June 02, 2005</title><link>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/275342498/item/</link><guid>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/275342498/item/</guid><pubDate>Thu, 02 Jun 2005 18:49:30 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;&lt;SPAN id=Announcements1_lblAnnouncement&gt;Hi xeffete_dreamsx! It's been 412 (wow, that's a big number) days since you joined Xanga... won't you support us by going &lt;A href="https://register.xanga.com/premium/default.asp?refid=1" target=_new&gt;&lt;FONT color=#000000&gt;Premium&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;?&lt;/SPAN&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i'm very disappointed- i bought a box of runts (yes, the 88 cent&amp;nbsp;theater box from wal-mart), and out of the whole box, unless amandabeth stole some without my knowledge, there were 3 bananas... there are 2 new flavors to the runt family: blue raspberry and watermelon, but what fun are those without the BANANAS?!?!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;do they really make &lt;STRONG&gt;banana snapple&lt;/STRONG&gt;?&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;other than that though, things have been going well. i haven't slept much since graduation- i'm hopin that will keep up all summer because strangely enough, i enjoy running on little energy. haha. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I might go to Warped Tour this summer. it sounds like fun, I just don't know about work and all that jazz... I'm supposed to go to Arizona too, and I don't know when that will happen.&amp;nbsp; At least I have luggage though ((don't ask)).&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I enjoy banana splits... and banana split dippin' dots.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i stayed with amanda beth the night of my birthday. i'm glad the night got better as it went along because there for a while, my birthday just sucked. haha. i hung out with the captain for a lil bit &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley3.gif" width=15&gt; just made me sleepy though. i guess thats from where he and i hadn't "hung out" in a while.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;and let me just say, that there aren't many people who would spend their 18th birthday out buying books. not many people would spend their summer reading either though. Altogether I got 5 books... i'll have em done soon enough. Maybe.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;and another thing...&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;a clockwork orange&lt;/STRONG&gt; is the weirdest movie i believe i have ever seen! &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i just made one of the best cd's i've ever made... let's see. the playlist includes&lt;BR&gt;The Commodores- Brick House&lt;BR&gt;Lynard Skynard- Sweet Home Alabama&lt;BR&gt;the B-52s- Love Shack&lt;BR&gt;Clarence Carter- Strokin'&lt;BR&gt;The Eagles- Hotel California&lt;BR&gt;Poison- Every Rose Has Its Thorn&lt;BR&gt;CCR- Jeremiah Was A Bullfrog&lt;BR&gt;Eurythmics- Sweet Dreams&lt;BR&gt;Marvin Gaye- Sexual Healing&lt;BR&gt;and more &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley3.gif" width=15&gt; haha. you're jealous, i know.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i worked from 12-10 yesterday. i was killed. i really am gonna quit kfc. i keep sayin i will, but i have GOT to get out of there now. steven quit. andrea isn't comin back. crystal isn't coming back... me and susan are dyin there. there are just 3 people who actually know what they're doin up front now-- she and i making up the majority. haha. they never schedule all of us at the same time&amp;nbsp;because they know the place will go to hell if they do. god knows what would happen. haha. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;does anyone actually read this thing?&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;evidently my favorite hott teacher has been accused of looking at pornography. that depresses me... i'd have given him pictures if i'd known... hahaha. holy crap JUST KIDDING kids. anyone who takes that seriously should be shot. i do think he was hott though.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;peach teas remind me that summer is here.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;karisha and i are supposed to go eat at the coffee company sometime.. i hope she still wants to because i'm friggin dyin to have an orange whip. anyone who's had one knows why im wantin one because you cant &lt;STRONG&gt;dislike&lt;/STRONG&gt; those things. they freakin &lt;STRONG&gt;rawk!!!!!&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;hmm, supposed to go see &lt;STRONG&gt;Madagascar &lt;/STRONG&gt;with&amp;nbsp;kelly&amp;nbsp;tonight. I'm excited. Dinner and a movie- uh heck yes! haha &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;looks like rain again, hopefully it won't tonight though,&amp;nbsp;because i kinda wanna go down to the parking lot. i heard cody was on the news because of that place. i find that funny. &lt;STRONG&gt;supposedly&lt;/STRONG&gt; the catos&amp;nbsp;people and the police&amp;nbsp;don't care that we're there because they realize we never do anything, they just dont like us litering... only suggestion i have on that one is: give us a trash can. we're big kids, we'll know what to do with it... but when there's none around, trash piles up. haha &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley3.gif" width=15&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I really want to go to dollywood. i'm kinda upset because a friend of mine was supposed to go with me at some point, but plans have changed and it doesn't look like that will be any time soon. sucks. really sucks.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;EM&gt;"I put your picture away... sat down and cried today"&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Okay well this post has gone on forever so i guess i'll stop rambling. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;xoxo &lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;BR&gt;leave me comments&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/275342498/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Tuesday, May 31, 2005</title><link>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/273583290/item/</link><guid>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/273583290/item/</guid><pubDate>Tue, 31 May 2005 06:14:30 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;go, go, go, go Shawty &lt;BR&gt;It's ya Birthday&lt;BR&gt;We're gonna party like it's ya Birthday&lt;BR&gt;We're gonna sip Bacardi like it's ya Birthday&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;that should be enough explaining... &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;so leave me comments&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/273583290/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Monday, May 30, 2005</title><link>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/272968187/item/</link><guid>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/272968187/item/</guid><pubDate>Mon, 30 May 2005 13:05:23 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;today would have been 10 months but instead he's getting married on july 4th.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;why do i just keep hopin' and holdin' on?&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;on a lighter note&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;holy crap, i actually made it through high school... my first real day out of school ... and my parents woke me up at 9:15 to tell me they had gotten breakfast for me.. how sweet, huh? haha&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i got to go to the drive in the other night. double feature night!!&amp;nbsp;i've missed that place! i hope i can go a lot this summer, but with work... ick. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i'm starting to get applications for other places again. i've decided against the 2 wk. notice if i find a good enough job.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;[[karisha hit me.]]&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;]]so i hit her back.&lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/pleased.gif" width=15&gt; [[&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;my birthday is tomorroooooooooow&lt;/STRONG&gt;!!! i'm so stinkin happy! steven told me he's gonna throw me a party with all the people from the parking lot- holy crap, it would be like a big AA meeting. not sure how that one would go over. it'd be funny though-- if any of us remembered it in the morning though, that would be an accomplishment.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;U&gt;i expect comments telling me happy birthday.&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;my stepdad bought me new axles for my car and i'm sooooo happy!!!! now i just have to convince my cousin to stay sober long enough to put them on for me. haha. my family is a bunch of nut-cases, but i love em all. &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley1.gif" width=15&gt; gotta love family.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;ooh i found this and it looked fun&lt;BR&gt;if i were a month i would be: &amp;nbsp;may&lt;BR&gt;if i were a day of the week i would be:&amp;nbsp; thursday&lt;BR&gt;if i were a time of day i would be:&amp;nbsp; 1 pm&lt;BR&gt;if i were a planet i would be: uranus&lt;BR&gt;if i were a sea animal i would be: a starfish&lt;BR&gt;if i were a piece of furniture i would be: an ottoman&lt;BR&gt;if i were a sin i would be: gluttony&lt;BR&gt;if i were a historical figure i would be: cleopatra&lt;BR&gt;if i were a liquid i would be: apple juice&lt;BR&gt;if i were a tree i would be: dogwood&lt;BR&gt;if i were a flower/plant i would be: tulip&lt;BR&gt;if i were a kind of weather i would be: humid/warm/overcast&lt;BR&gt;if i were a musical instrument i would be: xylophone&lt;BR&gt;if i were an animal i would be: woodpecker&lt;BR&gt;if i were a color i would be: deep deep blue ((but if we're talkin bout a heartache... it would be you... sorry, i had to sing to yall on that one haha))&lt;BR&gt;if i were a vegetable i would be:&amp;nbsp; pumpkin&lt;BR&gt;if i were a sound i would be: the rain against your window in the middle of the night&lt;BR&gt;if i were an element i would be: Au&lt;BR&gt;if i were a car i would be: a pinto&lt;BR&gt;if i were a movie i would be directed by: sofia copola&lt;BR&gt;if i were a book i would be written by:&amp;nbsp; shel silverstein&lt;BR&gt;if i were a food i would be: mashed potatoes&lt;BR&gt;if i were a place i would be: a city&lt;BR&gt;if i were a material i would be: velvet&lt;BR&gt;if i were a taste i would be: salty&lt;BR&gt;if i were a scent i would be: vanilla&lt;BR&gt;if i were a phrase/word i would be: "shew"&lt;BR&gt;if i were a body part i would be: an elbow&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;xoxo,&lt;BR&gt;britney&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/272968187/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Saturday, May 28, 2005</title><link>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/271599208/item/</link><guid>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/271599208/item/</guid><pubDate>Sat, 28 May 2005 04:12:07 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;today was freakin &lt;STRONG&gt;long&lt;/STRONG&gt;. got up and went grocery shopping with mom then had graduation practice for an hour... had to work right after that and didn't get home til 11... had to clean and make brownies when i got home-- and now, here i sit. updating because i'm bored out of my skull and can't sleep.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I enjoy drinking out of mason jars and walking barefoot through&amp;nbsp;the grass.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y45/bhill1987/girlie%20icons/everisouth.jpg"&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/laughing.gif" width=15&gt;&amp;nbsp; i graduate in a few short hours... i've got butterflies but i'm so excited!!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;once again&lt;/STRONG&gt;, i'm reminding everyone about the&amp;nbsp;cookout here at the hizzie.&lt;BR&gt;stop by anytime after 1:00 and grab ya somethin to eat.&lt;BR&gt;need directions or somethin just give me a call !!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: rgb(255,128,128)"&gt;Summer&lt;/SPAN&gt; &lt;SPAN style="COLOR: rgb(255,191,128)"&gt;Summer&lt;/SPAN&gt; &lt;SPAN style="COLOR: rgb(239,239,143)"&gt;Summer&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR style="COLOR: rgb(239,239,143)"&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;U&gt;3 DAYS TIL I TURN 18......&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;EM&gt;What's everybody gettin me? haha&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/EM&gt;I know Mindy is takin me to the planet, &amp;nbsp;Karisha is takin me Cheddars,&amp;nbsp;and Bobby plans to take me out in a field and shoot me-- other than this, you people better be creative!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;my step-daddy's home and i'm &lt;STRONG&gt;uber&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;excit&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;ed&lt;/STRONG&gt; about that too!! he's been gone to pennsylvania workin for the past month and he gets to be home for a few days so i'ma hang out with him as much as i can.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;kelly, i'm making you go get ice cream with me sometime soon! then we can go swimmin and out to ride to pimp out my mighty paseo &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/cool.gif" width=15&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;well i'ma try and go to sleep now. probably won't work though. &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/pleased.gif" width=15&gt;&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/271599208/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Tuesday, May 24, 2005</title><link>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/268866142/item/</link><guid>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/268866142/item/</guid><pubDate>Tue, 24 May 2005 02:19:50 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;From that chair I've caught a few fish and some rays&lt;BR&gt;And I've watched boats sail in and out of Cinnamon Bay&lt;BR&gt;I&lt;/STRONG&gt; let go of a lover &lt;STRONG&gt;that took a&lt;/STRONG&gt; piece of my heart&lt;BR&gt;Prayed &lt;STRONG&gt;many times for&lt;/STRONG&gt; forgiveness &lt;STRONG&gt;and a&lt;/STRONG&gt; brand new start&lt;STRONG&gt;.&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;tomorrow is my last day of high school. oh my lord, it's absolutely crazy to think about it. i cried in english today when ms parlier read "&lt;STRONG&gt;Oh The Places You'll Go&lt;/STRONG&gt;" I've been read that book almost every year for the past few, but now I understand what it really means. it's scary not knowing what I'm going to do with my life. i'm scared to be on my own... high school is a routine you get used to... and i'm petrified of what to expect next...&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i hung out with karisha some today. not much though. she took me to magic mart for my first time... i don't like it i don't think... &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;happy moment of the day (even though i don't like magic mart, this was a highlight worth mentioning)...&lt;BR&gt;Karisha and I always complain about being pigs and being obsessed with food, well, after ending up in the food section of the big &lt;STRONG&gt;MM,&lt;/STRONG&gt;&amp;nbsp; we walked around and from the middle of the store, she and i spotted pillows in the shape of candy boxes and bars... only she and i would recognize &lt;STRONG&gt;Dots&lt;/STRONG&gt; and &lt;STRONG&gt;Razzles&lt;/STRONG&gt; pillows from 100 feet away when she and I are both blind...haha&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;here's what i would like for graduation/birthday presents...&lt;BR&gt;axles&lt;BR&gt;rotors&lt;BR&gt;an O2 sensor (haha)&lt;BR&gt;brake pads&lt;BR&gt;um, actually, just new completely&amp;nbsp;brakes&lt;BR&gt;alternator belt&lt;BR&gt;a guy to put all this stuff on for me.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;haha, ya think i'm askin for enough? i'm gonna trade or sell or run the ol paseo off a cliff sometime soon... if i wait too long to do one of the first two, the last choice is inevitable.... &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i really want to go to motos. i think i'm going tomorrow afternoon, but i don't know. shew, i hope i go because i'm dyin for some chicken and rice!!! i'm dyin i tell ya. haha.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;well i'm going to finish my economics now...leave me comments.&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/268866142/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Saturday, May 21, 2005</title><link>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/267127423/item/</link><guid>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/267127423/item/</guid><pubDate>Sat, 21 May 2005 16:18:31 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;EM&gt;Ay amor me duele tanto&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;graduation cookout plans are set.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.mapquest.com/maps/map.adp?searchtype=address&amp;amp;country=US&amp;amp;addtohistory=&amp;amp;searchtab=home&amp;amp;address=608+woodland+dr.&amp;amp;city=elizabethton&amp;amp;state=tn&amp;amp;zipcode=" target=_new&gt;my house&amp;nbsp; (second house on the left)&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/A&gt;1 pm&lt;BR&gt;if ya get lost or need to know anything, call me ((5422355))&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;be there!!!!!!&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;BR&gt;but &lt;U&gt;PLEASE&lt;/U&gt; let me know if you're comin so we'll know how many to cook for!!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;10 days!!!!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i'm really sad that Hawthorne Heights is on MTV... I still like em, but it's not the same.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.rottentomatoes.com/images/movie/custom/90/10004390.jpg"&gt;&amp;nbsp;July 22, I am going to see this movie.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I like watching Meet the Barkers... I wanna marry a drummer. Heck, any musician will do. haha. Any volunteers?&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Taco Bell has their Club Chalupas back... I'm gettin one before work. haha. Those things own me.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I wasted my whole vacation... did nothin but homework and hung out in town. I'm an idiot.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I spent all last night down at the parkign lot. Yeah...a waste of time. Ah, those kids are fun so it was alright. I'll probably be back down there tonight for a bit.... Someone, please, find me something better to do. haha.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Sorry Bink, I swear I'll go watch that movie with ya someday... unless ya just want Jerry to &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley3.gif" width=15&gt; haha KIDDING&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;guys suck&lt;/STRONG&gt;. I'm sitcking by that philosophy throughout life.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;well i'm going to take a shower now, so um... leave me comments.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;l.o.v.e. m.e.&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/267127423/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Thursday, May 19, 2005</title><link>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/265834444/item/</link><guid>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/265834444/item/</guid><pubDate>Thu, 19 May 2005 17:13:58 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;mm, i think i like this layout... for now.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;EM&gt;being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up.&lt;BR&gt;these are the best days of our lives.&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;maybe it will rain today. it feels like it will.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;my parents beg my to go to church... i don't go for a reason. maybe one day they will understand that. if i know i'm gonna be doin the same things &lt;STRONG&gt;after&lt;/STRONG&gt; i go to church that i was doin &lt;STRONG&gt;before&lt;/STRONG&gt; i went in there, what's the purpose of me goin? just to make me feel bad, i guess. sorry, if that's the&amp;nbsp;only thing i'm gonna get out of the place,&amp;nbsp;then i'm not goin to.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i talked to my buddy andrea &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley1.gif" width=15&gt; i miss her. maybe one day she'll take time out of her busy schedule to hang out with me. *sigh* i hope so. haha&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;my axles are goin out on my car. poop. i'm too poor to fix it so if something goes wrong, come to my funeral... please! &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;"&lt;STRONG&gt;Gah, even Ray Charles coulda seen you in that shirt!"&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i'm supposed to go to the movies tonight with billy. i hope he's feelin better. poor thing. if not though, i don't know what i'll be doin. someone call me... anyone.... call me!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i seriously hate it when lil 12 and&amp;nbsp;13 year old girls say that they love their boyfriends after they've been with them for a week or so. Or when anyone, no matter what age it is (i shouldn't limit this to the&amp;nbsp;little ones, since&amp;nbsp;I see it&amp;nbsp;in older age groups too),&amp;nbsp;say that they love someone&amp;nbsp;without even&amp;nbsp;knowing the person.&amp;nbsp;holy moly,&amp;nbsp;it's not love kids! if anything, it's making a mockery of love.&amp;nbsp;I once dated a guy (last summer) and&amp;nbsp;first thing to start this relationship off badly was that he asked&amp;nbsp;me out on the phone, but to make matters worse, when we were hanging up 10 minutes&amp;nbsp;later, he told me he loved me.&amp;nbsp;Needless to say, I laughed at him.&amp;nbsp;*blah* now i'm gonna get all kind of hate-mail/comments telling me to shut up and keep my opinions to myself, but by hell, this is my xanga and if you don't like what i have to say, don't read it! haha. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;stupid roan mountain girl hung up on me yesterday. good way to tick me off!! but i think its hilarious. she effin chased me through town today to. gah, give it up girl. you'll never be as cool as me &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley3.gif" width=15&gt; hahaha&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;karisha and emilee- i'm sorry i never came over there... forgive me. haha... i think you all had enough fun without me... &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/silly.gif" width=15&gt;&amp;nbsp;i'll come over next time, i promise.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;amanda stood me up yesterday. i cried.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;what movie do i want to watch this weekend? to rent i mean... &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i need to shave my legs like super bad. that's why i continue to wear pants in the 9000 degree weather. ah, maybe the rain will cool things down and i won't look like as much of a loser.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;reese pieces and chick flicks... yup.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i go back to work saturday.. blah. no fun. don't want to. maybe i won't. yeah right.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;well, im done updating. now is the time where you leave me comments... yup, so go ahead...&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/265834444/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Tuesday, May 17, 2005</title><link>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/264470284/item/</link><guid>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/264470284/item/</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 May 2005 17:10:52 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;I'm in love with this Foo Fighters song : &lt;STRONG&gt;The Best of You.&lt;/STRONG&gt; It's been on repeat for like 6 hours haha. I'm a loser, I know.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Okay well I didn't get to put all the pictures on here that I wanted to last time because stupid xanga messed up on me... so here goes some more&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/000_1638.jpg"&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/000_1632.jpg"&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/100_2835.jpg"&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/000_1674.jpg"&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/prom/100_2923.jpg"&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG height=486 src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/prom/100_2916.jpg" width=687&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/prom/100_2889.jpg"&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG style="WIDTH: 726px; HEIGHT: 479px" height=609 src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/prom/100_2884.jpg" width=881&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/prom/100_2905.jpg"&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/prom/100_2900.jpg"&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;EM&gt;i don't fight&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;EM&gt;i don't argue&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;EM&gt;i just hit that chick wit' a bottle&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;EM&gt;&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;ah, crap happens... &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/silly.gif" width=15&gt;&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/264470284/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Monday, May 16, 2005</title><link>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/263663445/item/</link><guid>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/263663445/item/</guid><pubDate>Mon, 16 May 2005 11:03:36 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;so i suppose this is what you will call a "picture update". here goes::&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i'm &lt;STRONG&gt;so sad&lt;/STRONG&gt; to find out that my &lt;STRONG&gt;soulmate&lt;/STRONG&gt; has a girlfriend... first kenny chesney got married... and now this? what is going on with my life??? i'm destined to be alone. haha... ah, i'll move on. i guess.... &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/pleased.gif" width=15&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/000_1656.jpg"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;my friend hott hott billy on his break at the ol kfc&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/000_1650.jpg"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;senior show at the guitar club show on friday. i tried to get everybody&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/bink_sabrina.jpg"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;me n bink on our way to unaka's graduation&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/000_1664.jpg"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;my reaction to the massive amounts of cars at unaka high school&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/000_1671.jpg"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;completely random picture of everyone at graduation. holy crap that place was hotter than hades!!!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/000_1675.jpg"&gt;&amp;nbsp;i accidently shrank skeeter down really small haha&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/100_2833.jpg"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;hey guys, she's single! &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley3.gif" width=15&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/100_2832.jpg"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;happy happy amandabeth &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley5.gif" width=15&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/100_2831.jpg"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;they think i was taking this of them-- it was an excuse to take a picture of my wonderful wall! &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley3.gif" width=15&gt;&amp;nbsp;check out that chicken calendar.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/100_2837.jpg"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;karisha and kat: mother and daughter? um.... haha&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/prom/Prom05.jpg"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;me &amp;amp;&amp;nbsp;my heck-o-sexy date haha.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/prom/100_2906.jpg"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;i've missed my friend chris vaughn. &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/bummed.gif" width=15&gt;&amp;nbsp;im glad i got to see him there!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/prom/100_2873.jpg"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;mom told my sister to "look up"... so she did... goofball&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/prom/100_2878.jpg"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;me and the hott saVannah C &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley3.gif" width=15&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v379/emu_hates_u/The%20Random%20Memories/sr05%20pictures/prom/100_2909.jpg"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;once again, the heck-o-sexy, bobby ritchie &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley3.gif" width=15&gt;&amp;nbsp;you're jealous you didn't get to spend hours with him, aren't you? yup... thought so haha.&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://xeffete-dreamsx.xanga.com/263663445/item/#firstcomment</comments></item></channel></rss>